şarkı sözü,şarkı sözleri, Lyrics

it’s as if you started out on the front page paper newstand pixelated in black and white, this picture of you now is still beautiful somehow armed with a guy that’s not me

tonight this candle will burn this to ashes and drink away problems still I seem to have this

the sight of your lips as they’re locked onto his, now it’s over, the way that his eyes are locked onto all that I have

it’s as if I’m fading out, you’re holding onto his hand still thinking that I’m alright, the thought of you right now is making me sick now holding the guy that’s not me

glass half empty time more wasted just swallowing sights but my eyes can’t taste this

this is me now, this is what you’ve done to me, I’m bent and bruised and I’m taking this away

this is me
I’m alone now, I don’t need anyone

this parking lot, these windows fog transparancy, this radio dubs all of me, august felt us kissing under waterfalls, salty faces choked up on goodbye, it’s the last time

these songs won’t sound the same after tonight, buried locked and chained after tonight, keep thinking everything that we’ve lost is all we are, two years built on ashes of our hearts

lights out, shut off this radio, this song’s been killing me again, still scratching broken records as you just take my heart again, lights out shut off this radio, this song’s been killing me again, part of your broken motive, as you just break my heart again

and i’ll never hear just like heaven again, and not think back to all that it meant, curing us with words that plague me now, and i’ll hate you for all of your life for coming in contact with mine, stabbing us both with the stabbing of this double sided sword…

the ghost in the picture, the smile on the face, the absence of words, are taking the place of what’s inside you, what’s inside me? the shoebox is open, to what we left behind, I kept all of your letters, do you have one of mine? to remember the stories that pass through our lives

do you remember the names as forgotten or fading away

I’ve tried holding your words in my heart and under my pillow to dream you will not be a stranger be a stranger in my life it overflows with this box of you open and closing the life we had it’s broken and fading away

the ghost in the picture is smiling and waving goodbye
the ghost in the picture, is smiling and waving goodbye
is this all we have now?
is this all we have now?

we made our plans to meet tonight under street lights of suburban U.S.A. nostalgia that I keep on playing on the mix will play that life made for you and it’s telling me that we’ve all found something true embedded in nights like tonight and we move on let’s wish on stars like we used I’ll tell you how much I have missed you

we’re spending all our lives, like we did tonight, knowing we can work this out, there are roads and signs, that lead us home sometime, knowing we will work it, we will work it out

we can find where this belongs like summer hymns and punk rock songs we love the outcome of our lonely life cause this season holds it’s heart in hand like allergies to swollen glands we know keep growing on nights like to night as we move on let’s drive these roads like we used to and pretend that the pavement still knows you

we’re spending all our lives, like we did tonight, knowing we can work this out, there are roads and signs, that lead us home sometime, knowing we will work it, we will work it out

this is one night, built from our lives, in this town we left to love, this is my life, this is my time, and I’ll take you there, I’ll take you all back home

vacancy I’m not ready to throw your tears away I’m not believing that my mind will forget you someday, you said I would be alright but I keep on waiting I keep you hanging from strings of my heart that ties itself to you

I still drive the car with these automatic windows we loved so much as we smoked our fears away I’m still hanging on dreams of castles and clouds and white picket fences and you spending your life with me…

you said that I’d be alright you said that I’d be o.k. well I’m not and I’m miserable and I’m drinking tonight to remember how good it once felt back when life felt real

I’ll never give you up I’ll never find love without having an answer of why it’s not attached to you

it’s there where I had left you and it’s then when I had known the reasons why a phrase that weighed the miles from decision and you never called to stop it from goodbye and after my car was packed and the maps were spread like paint up on the dashboard my phone was never ringing to tell me not to leave

I’m driving the world tonight with your face on my mind all exempt from feeling anything at all

it’s there where I had known you now I live to breathe and think that your o.k. a world that held the life from your decision to giving up and wanting me to stay and after the sun came up and let california take it’s breath from nothing you still never thought to call me to tell me not to leave

I picture your face tonight with your hair in your eyes all exempt from feeling anything at all

and the months went by like years I didn’t see you I faked a smile bearing gifts of little hope this christmas will be my last time home

I still think of you every time it snows:

let the sun shine while your hair dries it’s my jersey&california life that I live somewhere inside from the valley where my heart beats is the nights we grow to feel alive I’m enulling our goodbyes:

Watch me break like tempered glass, and cut my wrist while falling, for boredom sake I’ll call in sick, and I’ll just keep on writing, these letters to homesick angels, resting calmly on my shoulder, as I apologize for living, you could have done this better

Your innocence still haunts me, as the seasons slowly change, I think of where you would be today

I still believe in the stars, as they carry our way, into tomorrow, they’re all you, they’re all home, they’re all beauty

I keep your rose around my neck, to keep my heart still beating, I keep your face locked in my heart, so you can keep on breathing, your life as a living angel, with your arms draped around my shoulder, all these seasons miss your face, and I’m still getting older

November hides the scars, another winter makes it’s way, I think of how great you would be today

I know that every time I smile, I know that every time I breathe, I know that every time I fall asleep your with me, and every night I pray, I ask to see your face again, cause in ever word I sing, you are with me

You are with, you are with me, you are with me

there’s a cloud stretched over the highway as I drive back home to nothing but a bed where I’ll sleep in a night I will spend here alone and this pillow still smells like your hair and the salt from your tears I’ll wish you were there as I curl up my arms and hold them as if they were you

this big city life bears a promise, from these flourecent lights on your face

I will miss you when I leave you, I will lose you just to love you, I will fall asleep knowing that somehow somewhere, you’ll be dreaming I will not be there, as I hold you while your sleeping, I know somehow somewhere, I know everthing’s O.K.

there’s a letter with lipstick on paper that I keep next to your picture for rainier days when it’s sunny wherever you are and these empty hands that once touched your hair ties to empty hearts, that feels you still here and still pictures the night way way under our stars.

this little town life isn’t growing, it’s lonely wherever you are

I will miss you when I leave you, I will lose you just to love you, I will fall asleep knowing that somehow somewhere, you’ll be dreaming I will not be there, as I hold you while your sleeping, I know somehow somewhere, I know everthing’s O.K.

where you are is where I will go when I follow these roads where they take me and always remember where you are I’ll remember where you are and somewhere tonight there is a girl that’s been dreaming of a small city town and things I have left just to love her, I still love her…

I’ve been dreaming of waking up happy under the sun, in the smog and the traffic and dreams of California, so this lonely live takes to I-80 to try and forget, all the people and friends that forgot about me when I left

I’m finding home I’m finding my heart, my head, the reason’s why I left

But this is for dreaming, this is for leaving, this is you picking up the pieces when I’m gone, this is to drinking, this is to living, this is to packing all my shit and moving on, I’m moving on

I’ve been dreaming of lying down naked next to you, under stars on a blanket under the Los Angeles moon, as we sit with our thoughts and watch the planes fly by, it’s nights like this that I’ll look at you, and know I feel alive

My western home, my eastern heart, the middle is my home

And I don’t mind, setting these traps for you, to fall into because, I will be there, when you need to be rescued, I’ll rescue, I will rescue you

the weight of the past is cloudy as if it’s been raining, and this sunny city life is held in empty hands, the pacific is looking so wonderful tonight, with a cinderblock and a rope tied to my ankle it’s closer than this twelve pack of medicine impairing the thought to the life I’m living in…

well I’m all alone and your out of luck and I’m giving up what I’ve been fighting close your eyes and make believe I’m there

the hits have all come back now, as if they’ve been waiting, for indifference to settle itself into my soul, and this skyline is looking so wonderful tonight, under stars I fall forgetting, in a bed I’ll never make without you sleeping next to me giving me just enough room left to breathe one more day…

well I’m all alone and your out of luck and I’m giving up what I’ve been fighting close your eyes and make believe I’m there

in my lonely, ill fated dream of life I’ve lived to hate by now it’s our’s somehow

I can fall asleep believing, I can understand and know it I can close my eyes and say it’s over, it’s over now